-Dear World
I am so fucking afraid
of what I am missing.
Outside the sun is shining
but my insides feel the pain.
I saw the fires burning
no heavy days fade away.
Do You care about tragedy
or the straining days menacing me.
I can fight, but I can’t keep looking
into the nothings eye.
Do we need to grow as people
or simply survive your rein.

-Lullaby
When we slept we heard our lullaby’s.
Our fingers searched 
and our tongues told lies.
We fought to rid innocence,
We thought we hid the difference,
but our sleepless nights would
catch our eyes, and curse our sights.

No love, no time
No hearts, no highs

I don’t want anything anymore.
Not nearly enough nothing
could fill a room.
In sunshine and in shadow
no one will ever know.

-The Factory
Welcome to the factory
where we churn out mass amounts of company
watch our underground films,
gritty pornographic low budget stills.
Going out  when you want  to stay at home.
Shadows and footsteps of people that you don’t know.
The luggage under your eyes
open long enough to see your star shine.

The show a masquerade,
silly masks on the road to fame.
Your hopes  and dreams,
fake courage behind the scenes.
Fake smile, hidden rebel child
every truth backed with denial
at last there’s an end
in this life behind the lens

Searchlight to the night
shake my teenage tears
into adult aches
crafting my greatest fears.
Simple words never enough.
Photo shoots form a training ground.
Miles away from home.
We never made it.

-Driftwood / Don’t try
I remember when midnight
Midnight was our highlight.
We have forgotten eyes
that could never be rebuilt.
Sinister be the night guard.
prowling the paddock, torching the stars.
We’re Crawling under the fences, facing the difference.

I’m all grown up, says my face
I kiss and it fucking hurts.
I hold hands and I am bored.

I now know why, I never tried
to be impressive, to set aside
a little alone time to accomplish something.
Don’t keep telling me I could’ve  been
I should’ve been a whole lot more.

Its a mistake, to age with grace.
If you have the wisdom, take my place.
The seasons the reason why I’m so blue
I cast a shadow, that I cannot dim
I miss the pieces of you

I don’t want to be another fade away
  

-Fiction
I don’t live here anymore
There’s to much of me bleeding on the floor.
My regrets are my children I neglect their every move.
I have to keep reminding myself
that every exhale is just a deep breath away.

My last day was as simple as that,
nothing more but a whole lot less.

-Disappear Here

-Young Wolves
I wanted too see
I wondered why
To be put on this world
to be able to breathe

Pushing the dark down, temptations ghost town.
And Still I love, but am I loved?
My folded soul, built up from stone,
upon a broken home, of narrowed goals.
It hurts to be right, about things so wrong.
So fucking human, so fucking hollow.
So wheres tomorrow, because I don’t know.
What ever happens. The abyss has got me
What ever happens. To break out, to be free
What Ever Happens.

-Sleepwalkers
We live in dreams. Our time is running out, falling asleep.
We walk with the lights down, its where we breathe.
Breathe in tonight and drown our world to keep
under lock and key for now

Some people look but most will never find us
The sleepwalkers walk, is what defines us
Head down, closed eyes, no rush, blending in with monotonous crush
We live out dreams because we’re under
Wont wake to life where its much colder
Stay warm here beneath the sheets, wear a disguise
when you walk the streets
We’re falling. We’re falling down
So bring your heavy eyes. Sleepwalk with us tonight

-The Pact
Three young men with guitars strapped to their chests
Looking for a light in the dark days of unrest
Old enough to make their own adult choices
You can hear the sound of desperate youth in their voices
Their path narrow and winding. “We’re Lost”
They all knew but none of them said
Trying to keep each others hearts from freezing over
“We’re not alive, but far from dead”
And as the gleam in their eyes fades, they lost their grip
Turn their backs and walk away. Yeah.
The days it took to bridge the gap between
the stories spoken the lies untold
Everyday kids with a difference. We mourn the rubble

-The Outside 
The click and the grind
against my life and my time
another year added to the line
A turn round the sun,
holding hands and a gun
I hear what I told you, Be told to me.
A sweet kiss is blessed on my cold broken nights
I need a siren to sing a song.
One foot in the grave the other in sturdy shoes.

And even though the concrete cracks
I still call this my home
And even though the  sun sets brighter
I still call this my home.

My broken wrist watch is right two times a day
I can’t say that for anything else.
I build my castles big to see from space
I find myself looking up with no one to see
There’s no fierce beast or fate to predict.
I am a street Knight, alone in the night.
I struggle the steps losing my feet.
I am nowhere, nowhere.

-Oceans
I could never dream or let any hope
escape me
liberate the fate I’ve been told not to believe in.

No lovers to love, 
and no cowards to blame
Its all on me.
Take me by  the pleasant streets
with the pleasant trees
where divine needs
no description. No.

I’ve forgotten my way home
I’ve forgotten my last hope
If the seas be my grave
and the earth feeds on my bones
I will never be alone again

• SIDE A

-DECADES
Separate myself from myself
You will never know me.
Decades past my youth,
don’t mean anything

You will never, never know me.
I will never know myself.
I will never know, anything.

-WAREHOUSE
One last signal into the darkness tonight.
Getting fucked in the warehouse out of sight.
When you wake in the morning I won’t know you..
No more help, No more rope to hold onto.

I know it started when it ended
and choosing false hopes only hurts when
You’ll never know the heartache
of being able to breath
without you staring at me
and wasted trying to please.
another headache from all the mistakes
if all my regrets could be retraced
I know I’d still end up in the same fucking place.

To forget to follow with all that you know
The deepest darkness or something like it.
fill the damaged parts of your broken soul and mind.
You know its no excuse, because we’re all afraid to die
I know it’s taking its toll, I know its holding its own.

Without worry, without sound.
Another vice, another ghost in the ground.
You scream on the inside.
I scream, I wish I were blind.

Like you I’d die to forget.
I’m a broken boy when it comes to regret.
The violent weather, light as a feather.
The time I have spent just to forget for you.
I’m trying hard to forget you.
In the night I face
The mistakes you make
But I know I’ll forget you.

• SIDE B
  

-Human
This temporary flesh and bone,
it keeps me safe but I don’t know,
How I fit within it.
Down the depths, I regret
everything I fuck and love
because its never enough.

A little human,
but a little less faith.

-HEAT
If fires light up the night and burn up my hands
please guide my thoughts away from the hurt
for a way to resist the pleasure in heat.

My palms into dust
less touch, less lust
Forget impulse
resort to anything

Disappear here, the night is unclear.
In shadows of doubt the highs will feature.
Another moment in the crescent moon
Another occasion. Another you.
I now know I’d rather be a lost boy without any need.
I now know I’d rather be full of hope Stranded on my knees.

Tragic Youth
Let the young
Be undone
Forever and ever….

-FEEL
To suffer holding onto your loved ones.
It’s the warmth I don’t want
My own eyes should look away
Forget the heavy days.

Too far, Too gone, you’re wrong, you’re wrong.
Apart of me finds it hard to hide
Too far, too gone, you’re wrong, you’re wrong.
To choose the narrows or risk divide.

Can you have a little faith in me?
Wont you, help me feel alive?

Feel Alive.